every step you take

sometimes the goddess smacks you upside the head until you listen..and other times she sets you up ever so quietly

today was the latter..

i found myself in that VERY rare position of being alone in the house for a couple hours..so i figured what the hell, let me take a long, lazy , hot bath (this included heating water on the stove to make up for the lack of enough hot water left in the water heater)

well the water off the stove proved too hot so i needed to cool things down..so ok, while that's going on i figured i'd light some candles..ok, and put the new milk bath in too, what the hell..

now understand i'm not a huge bath fan, i don't have the patience to sit and soak for very long..but the water was so damn hot and felt so damn good i just laid back - in delicious silence

so the slight movement of the water lulled me into a meditative state..ok cool, just let the mind drift, it's been working on overtime for a month now

the first bead of sweat started..and with it the thought "yeah, leech out the frustration"..hmm, next bead of sweat "out with the anger at steve"..and so on with each trail running down my face drawing out the frustrations and negativity that have built up over the past 2 months

she knew what i needed and that i needed it without a slap in the face..she knew the body had been manifesting the sludge inside..she knew it needed to relax before the crap could come out..body, mind and soul needed purifying

how very cool is she?