marriage rant

marriage is a fucking BITCH

i forgot that..i forgot how much fucking work is involved..i got lulled into it's *joyousness* with hubby #2 and then the freedom while being single..

don't misunderstand me, there is nothing i can think of at this moment in time that would cause me to end this..i love my husband way too much for that..but DAMN

i try to keep in mind that i'm a *veteran* at this marriage thing - he's never been married before..i try to remember that i've lived almost a lifetime longer than him - he's 15 yrs my junior..and i can't EVER forget that i'm an american and he's a kenyan - the cultural divide is kicking my ASS

to top it all off..he's a fucking VIRGO male..virgo men aren't normal (so it's a blanket, ignorant statement - bite me it's my opinion today)..he's a moody MF as well as spoiled rotten..well guess what?..i'm a virgo female and i'm a moody MF that's also spoiled rotten..BAH!

i just needed to rant..get it off my chest..put it down so i could let it go

move on..nothing more here today..